ok.. So I tried my best to actually see the story here.. and not get too caught up in the ekta-enigma remix bg music.. the very LOUD, OTT screams.. even tried not to sudden burst into laughter when I saw Swamz or DJs constant WTF face... (I see ya... I had the same throughout.. like why am I even here look lmaoooooo).. but all said and done I felt sorry.. sad.. really bad.. for
poor (how much ever old that kid is), has to endure this whole nonsensical drama.. the loud voices.. he would have nightmares at night.. some Wadera adult should have taken him in.. I remember one time after my bro's wedding one such family drama ensued.. as howlarious it was in hindsight.. even then we were rofllll (us cousins) as my eccentric bua went ballistic dramatic on something very trivial (dont even remember now).. All I remember is my cousin sensing it.. and telling me to take the kids (her 2 girls up stairs) .. at the expense of missing the drama I took those 2 upstairs and blared disney on them.. to drown the loud voices of the bickering siblings ROFLLL (funniest coz Dad had just walked in after dropping bro n bhabhi on their honeymoon deal to the airport) and gotten caught in the crossfire.. one sock in his hand throughout the ordeal.. OMFGGG we still laugh about it.. Anyhow I digress.. but also coz there was remotely anything entertaining to report on EHM fest
Apart from tb's literal consideration of 'pregnant pauses' .. I wonder if its his drama school training that defined pregnant pauses as a consistently regular pause.. and hence he paused after every 4 words in every line of his 9 page spiel.. even if it took away from the line.. and that was when he wasnt trying his best to keep the pitch at high 7.. with constant blinking and head bobbing in place.. must be hardddd man! trying to act.. reminded me of class 7 school play.. or for tht matter dhritarashtra's ownership in my favorite nautanki in Jane bhi do yaron (CLASSSSS!) and I digress again.. ok focus.. on the BATTLE OF BHAIs.. and the overflowing glycerine from the ladies while DJ wondered what expression is apt.. and Shlok was like darn I am missing my post dinner puzzle.. LOL
ok so I have to justify the title. .the RABID REVOLUTION.. and trust me.. to my defense I do earnestly try to see the storyteller's intent for the most.. but the problem here is the segmentation and amnesia of the past in context to the present.. If I take Virat's reaction as stand alone.. but even then..he just got rejected in what 2 auditions.. lmaooooo OK! m sure Sonu Nigam had a bigger struggle in place.. but If I try to see some method in this madness.. and look back.. here is this CHILLED OUT guy.. who's only claim to angst and melancholy was kept in wraps through initial days.. something devastated him to give up his LOVE.. his GIFT.. MUSIC.. and I weaved so many theories that his girl had deceived him and plagiarized his work etc.. turns out.. she only asked him to focus on his career and let her focus on hers before proposing.. at 21/ 22/23 take yer pick.. oh my Sensitivity! For her sake.. I was happy for the good riddance.. but alas she was made to be a wimpy vamp.. lOL
moving on.. Mr. chilled out finds 'happy sunshine, and ms. positive influence even while fighting deadly cancer' and learned from her that its all about taking life head on with a smile .. All good... love and its strength.. Leaves protection squad.. etc.. oh entertaining man! all good.. BUT here comes next googly in my reasoning of this neo-age mangal pandey.. (bugger retained his consistency.. though).. at 22 he was ready to marry a girl.. not knowing how he wld fend for her if not for legacy.. at 27/28 he went AHEAD AND MARRIED A GIRL.. simply on INHERITANCE equity (well emosons and goodness of heart blah blah.. but m sure that was what comforted Beeji to give her lil kid away to a sit at home demotivated goof.. whose resume boasted of shaving his head, sheltering his gf and a troubled wet leaf)..
now my memory gives way as I dont remember what happened next with the youth icons.. apart from this talent hunt.. where rabid woman suddenly found a motive of contest in a juvenile attempt to prove self-worth .. to her husband for whom the WIN would have mattered MUCH MORE career wise.. oh well. its all about PRIDE and SELF-RESPECT.. even if your motto in life is to be a happy voyeur, putting fires off other's lives.. dude it sounds COOL (pride and all - flavor of the season types.. hail neo gen..) so NOW.. for the lack of a track and fangals thrusting down themselves.. we get the renewed career track with PHAMILY DRAMA..
what I saw yesterday and today.. was urmmm (fails to find d apt word.. its complicated ok) so somewhere mr. Am so cool and gifted.. I'll find the next music deal got caught in the web of frustrations and self-pity and went down a trip.. where he made himself believe the world is conspiring.. thumbs up man! we got our angsty intense anti-hero (how effing blockbuster for preadolescent estrogen) but to my seasoned clinical mind- this idealism narebaazi has one sudden fallacy.. WHERE IS THE CONVICTION YO! All I heard are theories.. fine I give you.. your erstwhile philanthropist bro hadnt found a prima facie after letting go of his child.. till he jumped on project revive failure bro's never taking off career.. yup yup mahanta ka keeda.. absolutely.. BUT is only the WADERA bro he is pissed at or the WHOLE WADERA CLAN.. does tht mean a penny from their credit card is alms.. then how are the designer shirts he was dumping in that fancy red suitcase exempted.. and what is his plan of action for the 1 lakh challenge in a month.. LOL.. oh wait.. m sure beeji gave some jewellery in the wedding to give the youth icons a headstart in their journey.. or are they gonna resort to their symbol of love PATTA.. for survival.. all about getting the basics right yo! garden of eden- adam and eve.. Love and self-belief is all it takes.. but again corollary.. Virat proved without doubt he has no self-belief if he presumed that the taurani contract only came to him for his bro.. and henceforth that will be the order of his life..
in all of this.. I do commend Tacker's portrayal today.. bang on.. if not excellent , pretty good.. even when he wasnt SPEAKING per se.. he was expressing.. facial muscles rightly at play.. the twitch of hurt.. the comprehension of the dark alleys his brother is down.. the body lang as he NUDGED his bro fwd to his individualistic path.. to test waters.. bang on! the pain in his voice.. the controlled anger - (just coz m not screaming doesnt mean am gonna gulp your horse-shizz.) the authority of a patriarch.. awesome.. the body language as he owned the corridor when he walked his hands behind his back.. this is a SELF MADE MAN.. who prepared himself to uphold the convictions imparted by his badi-maa.. who preserved the family honor and identity.. who keeps his NAME as his identity and pride.. he is NOT VIREN.. he is VIREN WADERA.. and that's where lies the difference.. he is comfortable the flag holder... in spite of being a silent pillar.. if you are confident in your skin.. you would not need to prove anyone/ mostly yourself of self worth.. and none of it comes from IDEALISM TALKS.. they come from SILENT SERVICES.. daily service.. toiling on your passion.. having a drive and focus..
SHLOK...
poor (how much ever old that kid is), has to endure this whole nonsensical drama.. the loud voices.. he would have nightmares at night.. some Wadera adult should have taken him in.. I remember one time after my bro's wedding one such family drama ensued.. as howlarious it was in hindsight.. even then we were rofllll (us cousins) as my eccentric bua went ballistic dramatic on something very trivial (dont even remember now).. All I remember is my cousin sensing it.. and telling me to take the kids (her 2 girls up stairs) .. at the expense of missing the drama I took those 2 upstairs and blared disney on them.. to drown the loud voices of the bickering siblings ROFLLL (funniest coz Dad had just walked in after dropping bro n bhabhi on their honeymoon deal to the airport) and gotten caught in the crossfire.. one sock in his hand throughout the ordeal.. OMFGGG we still laugh about it.. Anyhow I digress.. but also coz there was remotely anything entertaining to report on EHM fest
Apart from tb's literal consideration of 'pregnant pauses' .. I wonder if its his drama school training that defined pregnant pauses as a consistently regular pause.. and hence he paused after every 4 words in every line of his 9 page spiel.. even if it took away from the line.. and that was when he wasnt trying his best to keep the pitch at high 7.. with constant blinking and head bobbing in place.. must be hardddd man! trying to act.. reminded me of class 7 school play.. or for tht matter dhritarashtra's ownership in my favorite nautanki in Jane bhi do yaron (CLASSSSS!) and I digress again.. ok focus.. on the BATTLE OF BHAIs.. and the overflowing glycerine from the ladies while DJ wondered what expression is apt.. and Shlok was like darn I am missing my post dinner puzzle.. LOL
ok so I have to justify the title. .the RABID REVOLUTION.. and trust me.. to my defense I do earnestly try to see the storyteller's intent for the most.. but the problem here is the segmentation and amnesia of the past in context to the present.. If I take Virat's reaction as stand alone.. but even then..he just got rejected in what 2 auditions.. lmaooooo OK! m sure Sonu Nigam had a bigger struggle in place.. but If I try to see some method in this madness.. and look back.. here is this CHILLED OUT guy.. who's only claim to angst and melancholy was kept in wraps through initial days.. something devastated him to give up his LOVE.. his GIFT.. MUSIC.. and I weaved so many theories that his girl had deceived him and plagiarized his work etc.. turns out.. she only asked him to focus on his career and let her focus on hers before proposing.. at 21/ 22/23 take yer pick.. oh my Sensitivity! For her sake.. I was happy for the good riddance.. but alas she was made to be a wimpy vamp.. lOL
moving on.. Mr. chilled out finds 'happy sunshine, and ms. positive influence even while fighting deadly cancer' and learned from her that its all about taking life head on with a smile .. All good... love and its strength.. Leaves protection squad.. etc.. oh entertaining man! all good.. BUT here comes next googly in my reasoning of this neo-age mangal pandey.. (bugger retained his consistency.. though).. at 22 he was ready to marry a girl.. not knowing how he wld fend for her if not for legacy.. at 27/28 he went AHEAD AND MARRIED A GIRL.. simply on INHERITANCE equity (well emosons and goodness of heart blah blah.. but m sure that was what comforted Beeji to give her lil kid away to a sit at home demotivated goof.. whose resume boasted of shaving his head, sheltering his gf and a troubled wet leaf)..
now my memory gives way as I dont remember what happened next with the youth icons.. apart from this talent hunt.. where rabid woman suddenly found a motive of contest in a juvenile attempt to prove self-worth .. to her husband for whom the WIN would have mattered MUCH MORE career wise.. oh well. its all about PRIDE and SELF-RESPECT.. even if your motto in life is to be a happy voyeur, putting fires off other's lives.. dude it sounds COOL (pride and all - flavor of the season types.. hail neo gen..) so NOW.. for the lack of a track and fangals thrusting down themselves.. we get the renewed career track with PHAMILY DRAMA..
what I saw yesterday and today.. was urmmm (fails to find d apt word.. its complicated ok) so somewhere mr. Am so cool and gifted.. I'll find the next music deal got caught in the web of frustrations and self-pity and went down a trip.. where he made himself believe the world is conspiring.. thumbs up man! we got our angsty intense anti-hero (how effing blockbuster for preadolescent estrogen) but to my seasoned clinical mind- this idealism narebaazi has one sudden fallacy.. WHERE IS THE CONVICTION YO! All I heard are theories.. fine I give you.. your erstwhile philanthropist bro hadnt found a prima facie after letting go of his child.. till he jumped on project revive failure bro's never taking off career.. yup yup mahanta ka keeda.. absolutely.. BUT is only the WADERA bro he is pissed at or the WHOLE WADERA CLAN.. does tht mean a penny from their credit card is alms.. then how are the designer shirts he was dumping in that fancy red suitcase exempted.. and what is his plan of action for the 1 lakh challenge in a month.. LOL.. oh wait.. m sure beeji gave some jewellery in the wedding to give the youth icons a headstart in their journey.. or are they gonna resort to their symbol of love PATTA.. for survival.. all about getting the basics right yo! garden of eden- adam and eve.. Love and self-belief is all it takes.. but again corollary.. Virat proved without doubt he has no self-belief if he presumed that the taurani contract only came to him for his bro.. and henceforth that will be the order of his life..
in all of this.. I do commend Tacker's portrayal today.. bang on.. if not excellent , pretty good.. even when he wasnt SPEAKING per se.. he was expressing.. facial muscles rightly at play.. the twitch of hurt.. the comprehension of the dark alleys his brother is down.. the body lang as he NUDGED his bro fwd to his individualistic path.. to test waters.. bang on! the pain in his voice.. the controlled anger - (just coz m not screaming doesnt mean am gonna gulp your horse-shizz.) the authority of a patriarch.. awesome.. the body language as he owned the corridor when he walked his hands behind his back.. this is a SELF MADE MAN.. who prepared himself to uphold the convictions imparted by his badi-maa.. who preserved the family honor and identity.. who keeps his NAME as his identity and pride.. he is NOT VIREN.. he is VIREN WADERA.. and that's where lies the difference.. he is comfortable the flag holder... in spite of being a silent pillar.. if you are confident in your skin.. you would not need to prove anyone/ mostly yourself of self worth.. and none of it comes from IDEALISM TALKS.. they come from SILENT SERVICES.. daily service.. toiling on your passion.. having a drive and focus..
the passion in your work ...not just in your voice
something i learned from dad.. and it all goes to upbringing.. I come back to it.. that's why swamini is swamini and am pleased viren was brought up by her.. and I can see why Virat is this way.. even today when Vanshika came fwd.. I thought she would hold on to her stern voice.. i was hoping for that elusive chamaat that this kid needed.. not the sympathy and 'oh my poor child' upbringing.. people say, only one who has failed multiple times can understand.. but I say leaders and achievers are those who take failures as part of the process.. no more .. no less.. they learn from it.. dont fall in its pit.. I wish for the story the 'failure bearer troubled child here' finds his 1 lac. or is it SPs one of many.. u r nothing without your FAMILY NAME crap.. that in your arrogance you may gather the money and self WORTH but LOSE SELF and IDENTITY.. or is it back to the tag- BEHNA NONSENSE.. oh dearrrr! that is sheer bullet in my eye painful.. oh KD! I pray for thee and I pray for me..
AMEN!
I guess this got long.. eh.. you gotta vent somewhere.. (had a LONG DRAMATIC week at work.. so my release.. haha I love how we science ppl view drama.. they r ok for tv.. not for life.. as they r complete waste of time and worthy energy and SO UNPRODUCTIVE.. so yup emosons and productivity are inversely proportional I would think!
